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Sunday, March 26, 2017

The Eye

It's been a while right, C, that i dont greet you?

When i was watching youtube this noon, i accidentally heard a a kpop song. it's just a portion. But i immediately loved it. I searched the song n found out the tittle was The EYE, sung by Infinite.

Just like all the songs i know accidentally, the lyrics of The Eye also describes what im feeling. Aah... i dont know what to say... just wanna sing it in my heart w/ all the memories of you i keep in there.

Hug from here.... stay healty, C... God bless you.

Love~



Here is the lyric...

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The Eye by Infinite


It’s all over, I forgot it all
Finally, I’ve erased you
It was so long, it was so hard
But I’m saying goodbye to this break up

It has all ended, it has all stopped
Finally, light is coming down
The stormy rain and wind
Has finally stopped but

Your memories
Wrap around me again
Even when I take one step
I get drenched with you
The place I left you
The place I ran away from
It’s the center of my memories of you
I finally realize

After a break up that hasn’t ended
I’m saying goodbye to this break up
The fate that has remained with me
I try to escape from you
I try to run far away
But I’m swept up by you again

After a break up that hasn’t ended
I’m saying goodbye to this break up
These feelings that I still have
I can’t forget you, I can’t erase you
With eyes filled with sin
I’m trapped in your eyes
Trapped

You were so beautiful
We were so happy
In your memories
In the light of the memories
I think I could live

But I don’t think I can do this again
I don’t think I can pierce through you and leave
In your photo
I’m reflected in those eyes
I still can’t do anything
So I’m crying

Your eyes, your face
They sweep me up again
You fall as rain that are like prison bars
Closing up my heart

After a break up that hasn’t ended
I’m saying goodbye to this break up
The fate that has remained with me
I try to escape from you
I try to run far away
But I’m swept up by you again

After a break up that hasn’t ended
I’m saying goodbye to this break up
These feelings that I still have
I can’t forget you, I can’t erase you
With eyes filled with sin
I’m trapped in your eyes
Trapped

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Sunday, January 15, 2017

Shouldnt have

Shouldnt have opened you your photos..... now im missing u like crazy.

But thats okay. As long as i know u r good there. Hope u ve found someone who will live with u for the rest of ur life.

So that i can find mine. Though i doubt. Sometimes i feel better to be alone for all the time than to be with someone else.

You know? Til now i still feel like im dreaming to ever be with you. Someone stole my heart in my first sight. Someone i thougt i could be with only through the dream.

2 years... but it felt like we hd done everything.

I will keep them all until the time i sleep forever.

Though i know im a sinner, i wanna say i love you...

Gbu C....

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Tuesday, December 6, 2016

Ti Amero

C... i get a very beautifup song. And as usual, i first listened it when im really miss you. I dont know.. but yeah... everytime i m missing you, i accidentally listen to a new song that i describe my feeling. And i always like the song.

This song is sung by il divo. A very beautiful song. My fave song from il divo now.

Here is the lyrics' translation... this song is written in italian actually.

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Ti Amero by Il Divo

Night slips onto the world
That falls asleep
And the moon will dress in silver
The sea and the city
And I'll miss you
Even more
You don't know how much
I'll continue to believe that
We're one soul, you and I
And I'll love you nevertheless, I know
Even if you aren't with me
I'll love you
I'll take you with me to the sun
In my dreams
I'll steal the colors of the morning
And a clear sky
Where I'll paint your face
And I'll smile
I'll continue to believe that
We're one soul, you and I
And I'll love you nevertheless, I know
Even if you aren't with me
I miss you more than ever tonight
You don't know how much...

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A beautiful long story one hour

I woke up at 4a.m for finishing my pending job. But i decided to set alarm to 5a.m and continue my sleep since i was still so sleepy.

And then i dreamt. I dreamt about you. Several days before i had wondered how long i hadn't dreamt about you. And i had realized that it had been quite long. But then, i finally met you again just now. We did a lot of things. I couldnt believe that in my one hour sleep, i could do a lot of things with you, like we used to do. I felt like i wasnt dreaming. It's so real.

Thank you for coming, C... hope you're okay. :)

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Wednesday, November 9, 2016

2 years...

2 years has passed... i hope that miracle has come to you. I dont care if you will never remember me then. I dont care if i have to trade all my happiness for it. As long as that miracle comes, then so be it.

Hug... :')

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Thursday, October 6, 2016

I cry

My most fave WESTLIFE's song...

I Cry

You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad
You need to
Let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever
Let you slip away?
Can't stand another day
Without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again
I cry
'Cause you're not
Here with me
I cry
'Cause I'm lonely
As can be
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Our love again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why
I wish I could believe
In something new

Oh please
Somebody tell me
It's not true
(Oh girl)
I'll never be over you

Why did I ever
Let you slip away?
Can't stand another day
Without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again

I cry
'Cause you're not
Here with me
I cry
'Cause I'm lonely
As can be
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again

If I could have you
Back tomorrow
If I could lose
The pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again

I cry
'Cause you're not
Here with me
I cry
'Cause I'm lonely
As can be
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again

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C... wherever u r... i wish u happy n healthy n live in a right path.

Miss u, C...

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Monday, July 18, 2016

Je suis malade

Last night... i asked God if i could meet you by passing by those streets we usually had passed by together. And He answered. We accidentally met. Eyes to eyes. I was frozen as you passed my by. One thing i could do was just to start my motorcycle and did as u did. Left that street with all of our memories.

It's only seconds we starred each other until we parted. No words. Only to freeze. Didnt know what to do...

I m so happy that you are okay. You are healthy. You do your routines.

But i cant deny... i also feel another feeling...

Like the song i heard just now from smule. A song i have ever heard long time ago. Yet i never know the tittle n the lyrics. And magically, i heard it again... when my heart n soul spoke as the song spoke.

A very sad yet beautiful song from lara fabian... Je suis malade

Here's the lyric n translation
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Lara fabian - Je suis Malade

Je ne rêve plus, je ne fume plus
Je n'ai même plus d'histoire
Je suis sale sans toi, je suis laide sans toi
Je suis comme un orphelin dans un dortoir

Je n'ai plus envie de vivre ma vie
Ma vie cesse quand tu pars
Je n'ai plus de vie et même mon lit
Se transforme en quai de gareo
Quand tu t'en vas

Je suis malade, complètement malade
Comme quand ma mère sortait le soir
Et qu'elle me laissait seule avec mon désespoir

Je suis malade, parfaitement malade
T'arrives on ne sait jamais quand
Tu repars on ne sait jamais où
Et ça va faire bientôt deux ans
Que tu t'en fous

Comme à un rocher, comme à un pêche
Je suis accrochée à toi
Je suis fatiguée, je suis épuisée
De faire semblant d'être heureux quand ils sont là

Je bois toutes les nuits, mais tous les whiskies
Pour moi ont le même goût
Et tous les bateaux portent ton drapeau
Je ne sais plus où aller, tu es partout
Je suis malade, complètement malade
Je verse mon sang dans ton corps
Et je suis comme un oiseau mort quand toi tu dors

Je suis malade, parfaitement malade
Tu m'as privée de tous mes chants
Tu m'as vidée de tous mes mots
Pourtant moi j'avais du talent avant ta peau

Cet amour me tue et si ça continue
Je crèverai seule avec moi
Près de ma radio, comme un gosse idiot
Ecoutant ma propre voix qui chantera
Je suis malade, complètement malade
Comme quand ma mère sortait le soir
Et qu'elle me laissait seule avec mon désespoir

Je suis malade, c'est ça, je suis malade
Tu m'as privée de tous mes chants
Tu m'as vidée de tous mes mots
Et j'ai le cour complètement malade
Cerné de barricades, t'entends ? je suis malade


English translation

I'm sick

I no longer dream , I no longer smoke
I no longer even have a story
I'm dirty without you , I'm ugly without you

I'm like an orphan who has no dormitory
I no longer want to live my life
My life ceases when you go away
I no longer have a life & even my bed
Turns into a platform of station
When you go away

I'm sick , completely sick
Like when my mother used to go out by night
& When she left me alone with my despair

I'm sick , perfectly sick
You come , I never know when
You go again , I never know where
& It's been two years soon
That you don't care

Like to a rock , like to a sin
I'm clung to you
I'm tired , I'm worn out
To pretend I'm happy when they are there
I drink every night but all the whiskies
Have the same taste to me
& All the boats carry your flag
I no longer know where I should go , you are everywhere

I'm sick , completely sick
I pour my blood down over your body
& I'm like a dead bird while you sleep

I'm sick , perfectly sick
You've deprived me of all my songs
You've emptied me of all my words
Though I used to have talent before your skin

This love kills me & if it continues
I will die alone with myself
Next to my radio like a stupid kid
Listening to my own voice that will sing

I'm sick , completely sick
Like when my mother used to go out by night
& When she left me alone with my despair

I'm sick , that's it I'm sick
You've deprived me of all my songs
You've emptied me of all my words
& My heart is completely sick
Surrounded with barricades , listen , I'm sick



lyrics n translation taken from :
http://lyricstranslate.com/en/je-suis-malade-je-suis-malade.html-0

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Saturday, July 9, 2016

thanks for coming

In a bus... in my way back to the city i work, i dreamt again... that was the most real dream i ever experinced. We met again C... and you finally came to my family's new house. You even met my sist and chatted about her wedding party. That was so real.

Thank you so much, C...

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