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Friday, December 25, 2015

Hug u

Ah. Thank u for the brief conversation, C. Hug u from here. Merry x mas n Gbu! :D

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Wednesday, December 23, 2015


C.. aku pulang...

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Sunday, December 13, 2015

Good night

It's been a while C... or it's been a long long time... good nite C...

Saturday, October 10, 2015

You chased me

Suddenly i remembered the time when i ran away. U chased me with all your might. You ignored what people around us would think. Only bcoz of me. That time, i felt loved deeply. Thank you, C...

Pray all the best for you. :')

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Wednesday, September 16, 2015

It hurts

C... forgive me... it hurts me so bad to know how my heart swayed... how i tried to find someone else... it hurts me that i hurt u...

I only want to love u.. only u...

I pray the best for u, C...

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Sunday, September 6, 2015

Break thru!

Im sorry, C. I am just so stupid. All these time, i almost forget, that there is only one person in my heart, that is you, C.

Let's be strong. There is no time to stop or to rest. We're breakin thru it! I know we will meet again in the new world! We ll be standing there together as winners!

Dont give up!

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Thursday, September 3, 2015

I am so tired...

C... where r u..? I am so tired...

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Tadi di kantor buka-buka laptop temen dan nemu video klip bikinan org lagunya Shinee yang judulnya Obsession dan gua langsung suka. Bagus bgt mv bikinan orangnya ttg cowo n cewe gt. Lagunya juga gua suka. Gua tau bebrapa lagu mereka tapi nggak nyangka mereka punya lagu yang model begini. Dan lagi-lagi pas dengan suasana hati gua nemunya.

Jadi keinget sama lo, C. Maybe i've been obsessed to you and there is just nothing i can do about it. Sometimes i feel like i a so dissapointed in you. But everytime i get angry, i just cat do anything but to hurt myself...

You know i love to hurt myself just to get your attention. To move your heart... i know it's crazy.. im obssesed... maybe.. :(
But i know it's more than that.. i love you... :(

Udahlah. Kalo lo baca posting ini, coba cari video klipnya ya. Menurut gua bagus bgt. Gua sapai terhipnotis liatnya. Videonya fanmade. Tp pas bgt sm lagunya... ini linknya.


Oke sekrang liriknya... gua kasih yg inggrisnya. Aslinya korea. Gua copy dr https://meeramaruu.wordpress.com/2010/07/19/lyric-shinee-–-욕慾-obsession-hangulromanizationtranslation/

Obsession by Shinee


[Jonghyun] My hands tremble more
[Taemin] I’ll lose my focus shortly
[Jonghyun] Why my broken legs standing here
[Key] I can’t even remember
[Taemin] I become scared
[Key] Where are you, who has laughing until just now
([Jonghyun] Why)

[Onew] Have fun noises left me? You’re far away
([Jonghyun] Why)
[Jonghyun] Is it getting dim?
These scars are like shackles

*[Jonghyun] Curse me, curse me for letting go
My collapsed heart is screaming
Don’t throw me away, don’t leave me alone
Want you, I want you like crazy
Your lips that left me shouldn’t love
Don’t love me, I threw you away

[Key] All I wanted was simply to give you an endless love
[Taemin] I had no idea that more excessive love would strangle
[Minho] Those days when I was torn from my wounded heart
[Onew] A love that lost its way, I fill up with tears
([Jonghyun] Why)

[Jonghyun] Is it that I still only bring out sad hellos
([Jonghyun] Why)
[Onew] Just until today, don’t push me away


[Onew] I hope that you’ll catch on
[Taemin] That I’m a different you
[Key] I even embrace your
Nightmare from last night
[Jonghyun] Don’t let go of my hand


[Jonghyun] Your side, your side that has become cold
Don’t leave me, my torn heart
Don’t become even further away
Although I’m holding your hand
Remember, end it, I can’t forget you
I won’t forget my pain of being thrown away
I can’t forget it, you gave it to me

[Minho] Even the reason I love became a sin
The deep wounds slowly
Burnt up and turned to ash
But to forget will be more painful than to lose it
As I kill my breath, I’m going to die
From the agony of goodbye
Bring it back ([Onew] To that moment)
[Jonghyun] Don’t throw me away

Cr. kimchi hana @ shineee.net
shared by : meeramaruu.wordpress.com
take out with full credit!

Sedih banget C lirik dan videonya. Semoga lo ga jadi sedih ye. I love you, C... :'(

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Friday, August 14, 2015


Gua pernah denger lagu ini sebelumnya... tapi baru ngeh sekarang dan baru tau liriknya keren n dalem banget. Dan lagi2, pas banget momennya. Gua nemu lagu ini pas perasaan gua lagi dalem juga. Liriknyapun hampir sama dengan apa yg lagi gua rasain sekarang.

For you, someone there i cant reach...

HELLO by Lionel Richie
I've been alone with you
Inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips
A thousand times
I sometimes see you
Pass outside my door

Is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
'cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again
How much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow

I've just got to let you know
'cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you

Is it me you're looking for?
'cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you

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Wednesday, August 5, 2015


I thought i was a loyal man. Turns out im just the same bastard. Thx God to remind me. Now im yearning for you again, C. Sad... but it's better. Sometimes i just need sadness. Another day of sadness is just better. That way, im closer to Him n you, C...

Take care n be stronger than ever!

I love you... :')

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Saturday, July 25, 2015

There you'll led me on

In your house I long to be;
Room by room patiently,
I'll wait for you there like a stone.
I'll wait for you there alone...

Sepenggal lirik dari lagu yang sangat keren, lagu yang mulai gue suka dari SMP dulu, "Like A Stone" by Audioslave.

And on I read until the day was gone;
And I sat in regret of all the things I've done;
For all that I've blessed, and all that I've wronged.
In dreams until my death I will wander on...


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Friday, July 10, 2015

Shinning World

I just accidentally downloaded this song this morning. And never thought that this song could bring me to the memory of you, C... :)
I felt warmth and a lil' bit in a paceful place. With the wind breezed, caressing me. When you are present, the world is shinning...

Always be strong, stay healthy and be good.


Kagayakeru Sekai by Matenrou Opera

Full of dazzling light your profile is right beside me
The beginning of summer two years ago I knew
you and walked the street with the smell of rain
left behind
The ephemeral moon and the stars in the sky
I look up at shine softly on our shadows
The warmth of our connected hands reaches my heart
I continued to talk so that our conversation wouldn’t end

The world began to move and took us aboard The stars stream
and full of dazzling light your profile is right beside me

This year’s rain continued for a long time like always I am afraid of the insecurity present in my heart

Let me believe those days and the feelings you have for me
I only repeat the things I could never understand
and I could never laugh with you
But I want to see you I want to see you

Enough disappear disappear disappear disappear let me disappear too

The light coming through the clouds let the damp world shine

There was only the shadow of one person being shone down on

The profile of your face has become a memory

“The world began to move and took us aboard The stars stream
and full of dazzling light your profile is right
beside me”

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Monday, June 29, 2015


How r u c? I found a good song from watching x factor indonesia. I really wanna sing this song for you. :p

Here is the lyrics

Take care, C.. :*

"Run" by Leona Lewis
(originally by Snow Patrol)

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
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Monday, June 22, 2015


Baru tau lagu ini sewaktu nonton x factor. Pas banget dengan suasana hati. Lagunya enak didengrin dan bikin kangen sama seseorang... dan juga bikin pengen karaokean. Hahaha!

Oke, langsung aja ke liriknya.

-------Gravity by Sara Bareilles--------

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do
I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free,
Leave me be.
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

Oh, you loved me 'cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone.


I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.

You're keeping me down, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You're on to me, on to me, and all over...

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.

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Tuesday, May 26, 2015

You Take My Breathe Away

Dulu gue pikir lagunya queen yang paling sedih dan dalem adalah love of my life. Tapi ternyata ada lagu lain yang menurut gue lebih sedih and dalem nadanya, judulnya You take my breathe away.

Awalnya gue tau lagu ini dari x factor. Lagu ini dibawain sama Angela July, kontestan yang adalah harpist singer. Sama seperti angela yang langsung jatuh cinta sama lagu yang belum pernah dia denger sebelumnya ini, gue juga langsung suka. Mungkin karena angela bawainnya bagus, menyentuh dan menghayati banget. Apalagi suaranya angelic banget dan iringannya harpa yang dia mainin.

Karena penasaran apakah lagu aslinya emang se-oke yang gue denger dari angela, gue akirnya cari di youtube dan nemu lagunya. Ternyata presentasi lagunya keren bgt menurutku. Simpel tapi ada kesan mistisnya, dan gue suka banget yang ada unsur2 yang susah digambarin gitu. Iringan lagunya cuma piano, sedikit melodi gitar elektrik (mungkin), dan choir khas dari queen.

Oke, gini nih liriknya yang gue ambil dari azlyrics.

Look into my eyes and you'll see
I'm the only one
You've captured my love
Stolen my heart
Changed my life
Every time you make a move
You destroy my mind
And the way you touch
I lose control and shiver deep inside
You take my breath away
You can reduce me to tears
With a single sigh
Every breath that you take -
Any sound that you make
Is a whisper in my ear
I could give up all my life for just one kiss
I would surely die
If you dismiss me from your love
You take my breath away
So please don't go
Don't leave me here all by myself
I get ever so lonely from time to time
I will find you
Anywhere you go, I'll be right behind you
Right until the ends of the earth
I'll get no sleep till I find you to tell you
That you just take my breath
I will find you...etc
I'll get no sleep til I find you to
tell you when I've found you -
I love you

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Friday, May 22, 2015

That baby pic

Looking at the baby photo in your profile pic only makes me yearn for you more. It really describes how fragile, cute n innocent you are. just like the first time i knew you.

Be good n stay healthy there. My prayer will always be with you. Hug you from here, C...

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Sunday, May 3, 2015

Keep going on

I dont know if you still remember me or not. But i just want to say sorry. I cant be there with you. But even so, just keep going on your life. I know you are strong. Enough to judt live in this world.

Im so sorry that im not there anymore... your happiness will sure help me to be relieved.

Please keep going on... live your dream... though im not there...

My prayer will always be with you. GBU, C...

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Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Big boy cry

I dont care if im not ok.. im not cry when my heart is breaking.. i cry when my HEARTS are breaking...

Take care while i cant be arround...

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Monday, April 13, 2015

Forever waiting...

the space is between us, but we both can make it this far. So many days have passed. And now.. im.not wanting you anymore. The only thing i want now is seeing you... seeing you in a good condition. Seeing you healthy. Seeing you happy. Seeing you living a right path. Even i want nothing now. Just it...

you dont have to be with me... you can leave me forever... as long as you are in His way, i ll be more than happy...

But maybe... He will take a pity toward me, and let us be together. Maybe in the next life or what it will be. But looking at you now, it's jut so impossible... it's not me that you ll look for. Should i still wait..? Should i? I shouldnt... but i want... though you ll never come back to me, i ll keep waiting... that's for my grattitude to you.. who ever gave me a life im longing.

Nothing i can give now but a forever waiting... thank you.

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Sunday, March 29, 2015

Air mata di persandinganmu

Pertama tau lagu ini wktu isi bensin di pom. Ada versi dangdutnya n gw lgs sukak. Hahaha! Trnyata aslinya lg slow rock melayu yg dibawain sm Lestari.

Gini nih sbagian liriknya...

"Setelah kian lama terpisah
Ku harap akan bertemu lagi
Puaslah aku menunggumu
Namun kau masih membisu
Rupanya engkau sudah pun ada pengganti diriku
Patutlah kau tak pedulikan ku
Oh berderai airmata ku

Walaupun pahit kenyataan ini
Terpaksa aku hadapi
Kenangan lalu terimbas kembali
Terhiris hatiku"


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Saturday, March 28, 2015

Im looking at the dusk sky now... it's so peaceful... from this place.. im hoping that you live as peaceful as the scenery i am watching now. I can only pray from here...
:') Gbu C...

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Tuesday, March 17, 2015

A lil bit missing you...

Even only seeing your closed door and your lightened up room, i ve been so happy n thankful...

Though we are apart, this prayer will always connect us...

I ll patiently wait here. A second or even forever...

I know God really care to us...

Maybe, im just a lil bit missing you now... or maybe too much...

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