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Tuesday, December 6, 2016

Ti Amero

C... i get a very beautifup song. And as usual, i first listened it when im really miss you. I dont know.. but yeah... everytime i m missing you, i accidentally listen to a new song that i describe my feeling. And i always like the song.

This song is sung by il divo. A very beautiful song. My fave song from il divo now.

Here is the lyrics' translation... this song is written in italian actually.

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Ti Amero by Il Divo

Night slips onto the world
That falls asleep
And the moon will dress in silver
The sea and the city
And I'll miss you
Even more
You don't know how much
I'll continue to believe that
We're one soul, you and I
And I'll love you nevertheless, I know
Even if you aren't with me
I'll love you
I'll take you with me to the sun
In my dreams
I'll steal the colors of the morning
And a clear sky
Where I'll paint your face
And I'll smile
I'll continue to believe that
We're one soul, you and I
And I'll love you nevertheless, I know
Even if you aren't with me
I miss you more than ever tonight
You don't know how much...

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A beautiful long story one hour

I woke up at 4a.m for finishing my pending job. But i decided to set alarm to 5a.m and continue my sleep since i was still so sleepy.

And then i dreamt. I dreamt about you. Several days before i had wondered how long i hadn't dreamt about you. And i had realized that it had been quite long. But then, i finally met you again just now. We did a lot of things. I couldnt believe that in my one hour sleep, i could do a lot of things with you, like we used to do. I felt like i wasnt dreaming. It's so real.

Thank you for coming, C... hope you're okay. :)

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Wednesday, November 9, 2016

2 years...

2 years has passed... i hope that miracle has come to you. I dont care if you will never remember me then. I dont care if i have to trade all my happiness for it. As long as that miracle comes, then so be it.

Hug... :')

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Thursday, October 6, 2016

I cry

My most fave WESTLIFE's song...

I Cry

You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad
You need to
Let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever
Let you slip away?
Can't stand another day
Without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again
I cry
'Cause you're not
Here with me
I cry
'Cause I'm lonely
As can be
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Our love again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why
I wish I could believe
In something new

Oh please
Somebody tell me
It's not true
(Oh girl)
I'll never be over you

Why did I ever
Let you slip away?
Can't stand another day
Without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again

I cry
'Cause you're not
Here with me
I cry
'Cause I'm lonely
As can be
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again

If I could have you
Back tomorrow
If I could lose
The pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again

I cry
'Cause you're not
Here with me
I cry
'Cause I'm lonely
As can be
I cry hopelessly
'Cause I know
I'll never breathe
Your love again

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C... wherever u r... i wish u happy n healthy n live in a right path.

Miss u, C...

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Monday, July 18, 2016

Je suis malade

Last night... i asked God if i could meet you by passing by those streets we usually had passed by together. And He answered. We accidentally met. Eyes to eyes. I was frozen as you passed my by. One thing i could do was just to start my motorcycle and did as u did. Left that street with all of our memories.

It's only seconds we starred each other until we parted. No words. Only to freeze. Didnt know what to do...

I m so happy that you are okay. You are healthy. You do your routines.

But i cant deny... i also feel another feeling...

Like the song i heard just now from smule. A song i have ever heard long time ago. Yet i never know the tittle n the lyrics. And magically, i heard it again... when my heart n soul spoke as the song spoke.

A very sad yet beautiful song from lara fabian... Je suis malade

Here's the lyric n translation
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Lara fabian - Je suis Malade

Je ne rêve plus, je ne fume plus
Je n'ai même plus d'histoire
Je suis sale sans toi, je suis laide sans toi
Je suis comme un orphelin dans un dortoir

Je n'ai plus envie de vivre ma vie
Ma vie cesse quand tu pars
Je n'ai plus de vie et même mon lit
Se transforme en quai de gareo
Quand tu t'en vas

Je suis malade, complètement malade
Comme quand ma mère sortait le soir
Et qu'elle me laissait seule avec mon désespoir

Je suis malade, parfaitement malade
T'arrives on ne sait jamais quand
Tu repars on ne sait jamais où
Et ça va faire bientôt deux ans
Que tu t'en fous

Comme à un rocher, comme à un pêche
Je suis accrochée à toi
Je suis fatiguée, je suis épuisée
De faire semblant d'être heureux quand ils sont là

Je bois toutes les nuits, mais tous les whiskies
Pour moi ont le même goût
Et tous les bateaux portent ton drapeau
Je ne sais plus où aller, tu es partout
Je suis malade, complètement malade
Je verse mon sang dans ton corps
Et je suis comme un oiseau mort quand toi tu dors

Je suis malade, parfaitement malade
Tu m'as privée de tous mes chants
Tu m'as vidée de tous mes mots
Pourtant moi j'avais du talent avant ta peau

Cet amour me tue et si ça continue
Je crèverai seule avec moi
Près de ma radio, comme un gosse idiot
Ecoutant ma propre voix qui chantera
Je suis malade, complètement malade
Comme quand ma mère sortait le soir
Et qu'elle me laissait seule avec mon désespoir

Je suis malade, c'est ça, je suis malade
Tu m'as privée de tous mes chants
Tu m'as vidée de tous mes mots
Et j'ai le cour complètement malade
Cerné de barricades, t'entends ? je suis malade


English translation

I'm sick

I no longer dream , I no longer smoke
I no longer even have a story
I'm dirty without you , I'm ugly without you

I'm like an orphan who has no dormitory
I no longer want to live my life
My life ceases when you go away
I no longer have a life & even my bed
Turns into a platform of station
When you go away

I'm sick , completely sick
Like when my mother used to go out by night
& When she left me alone with my despair

I'm sick , perfectly sick
You come , I never know when
You go again , I never know where
& It's been two years soon
That you don't care

Like to a rock , like to a sin
I'm clung to you
I'm tired , I'm worn out
To pretend I'm happy when they are there
I drink every night but all the whiskies
Have the same taste to me
& All the boats carry your flag
I no longer know where I should go , you are everywhere

I'm sick , completely sick
I pour my blood down over your body
& I'm like a dead bird while you sleep

I'm sick , perfectly sick
You've deprived me of all my songs
You've emptied me of all my words
Though I used to have talent before your skin

This love kills me & if it continues
I will die alone with myself
Next to my radio like a stupid kid
Listening to my own voice that will sing

I'm sick , completely sick
Like when my mother used to go out by night
& When she left me alone with my despair

I'm sick , that's it I'm sick
You've deprived me of all my songs
You've emptied me of all my words
& My heart is completely sick
Surrounded with barricades , listen , I'm sick



lyrics n translation taken from :
http://lyricstranslate.com/en/je-suis-malade-je-suis-malade.html-0

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Saturday, July 9, 2016

thanks for coming

In a bus... in my way back to the city i work, i dreamt again... that was the most real dream i ever experinced. We met again C... and you finally came to my family's new house. You even met my sist and chatted about her wedding party. That was so real.

Thank you so much, C...

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Thursday, July 7, 2016

Finally i could see your smile again

Thank you that you gave a lil time to meet me. I was so happy that you could walk with me, like it used to be, went out together. I could see how cute and funny you were. I could see how bright your smile was again... until i woke from that beautiful dream...

Yea... though it's only in dream, i am so happy... take care... Gbu...

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Tuesday, July 5, 2016

Bound to you

I'm home, C. How are you? I really want to see you. But i know i'm better not. But you know? Every road i pass by picture our memories together. Since we've gone by all the roads here.. together... :)

I believe one day we'll eventually meet. When everything has gone normal. I don't care if it will take years or lives... i will patiently wait until that day comes.

By the way... i found a beautiful song yesterday. I dont know how much it connects to my feeling right now but somehow i feel like the song's musoc, tones and notes really describe what i'm feeling now. Here is the lyric :


Bound to you by Christina Aguilera

Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I’ve opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us
You’re all I need when I’m holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight
I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains?
I’ve finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to you
So much, so young, I’ve faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I’m strong and I’m sure there’s a fire in us
Sweet love, so pure
I catch my breath with just one beating heart
And I brace myself, please don’t tear this apart
I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can’t you see that I’m bound in chains?
I’ve finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to
Suddenly the moment’s here
I embrace my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all? Come this far just to fall?
Fall
I can trust and boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains?
And finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am, ooh I am
I’m bound to you



C... i miss you. I love you. Stay healthy n good. Take care... Gbu.

posted from Bloggeroid

Monday, May 9, 2016

this road and rain

This road and rain. A perfect combination to arouse memory of you :)

Happy n sad. Everything is here.

I dont know if God let us meet here now by accident. But maybe not this time. it's my time to go now. The rain has subsided.

See you again rain... this road... ur memory.

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Only U

I ve been home since friday, C.

Everytime i go back home, there is only one person i wanna meet, N it's u, C. But i know it's better not to meet u, bcz I believe, this way, we will win this match.

I ll always keep u close... in my prayer.

Gbu, C. Stay healthy n strong.

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Friday, April 15, 2016

Night n You...

Night always brings me back to you.. n i feel nothing but a deep yrarning for u... take care, c...

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Thursday, March 31, 2016

I will always love you

I hear this song often. But i never really pay attention to the lyrics until several days ago i was remembering you.

I searched the lyrics on the net n found out how beautiful the lyrics is. N it actually matches what i always feel toward you, C.

I will always lvove you... (whitney h)

If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way

And I... will always love you, ooh
Will always love you
You
My darling, you...
Mmm-mm

Bittersweet memories –
That is all I'm taking with me.
So good-bye.
Please don't cry:
We both know I'm not what you, you need

And I... will always love you
I... will always love you
You, ooh

I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish you joy and happiness
But above all this I wish you love

And I... will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I, I will always love you.
You.
Darling, I love you.
I'll always...
I'll always love you... C

#hug you with prayer

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Monday, March 28, 2016

Another dream

Just had Another night dreaming about u. That time there was no ignorance n we had a lot of conversation. It was so real n told well. Thank you...

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Friday, March 18, 2016

I dont deserve u...

After living my life without u, i realize that i really dont deserve u.

I wanna hug u but i know im too dirty to do it.

I miss u so bad. But i know it's better this way. This way that we are apart.

Stay healthy n happy.

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Monday, February 29, 2016

Finally

Finaly, after a year we didnt meet, i could see you.. though we only starred each other... though we pretended to our surrounding that our eyes didnt meet... though it's only a couple of secs... though it's only in my dream...

Finaly.. i could see you again, C...

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Tuesday, January 26, 2016

Tum Hi Ho...

Another beautiful song, C... a song that really describes how im feeling now.

I know this song from smule severalbdays ago. And it is an amazing song. Really... beautiful n touching. From a movie titled Aashiqui 2. Dont know the movie though.

C, tum hi ho... :')


Here is the lyric...

Movie : Aashiqui 2
Music : Mithoon
Lyrics : Mithoon
Singer : Arijit Singh


Hum Tere Bin Ab Reh Nahi Sakte
Now, I can’t live without you

Tere Bina Kya Vajood Mera
Whats my life without you

Tujhse Juda Agar Ho Jayenge
If I been part with you

Tho Khudse Hi Ho Jayenge Juda
Then I will part with myself too

Kyun Ki Tum Hi Ho
Because you are the one

Ab Tum Hi Ho
Now you are the one

Zindagi Ab Tum Hi Ho
You are my life

Chain Bhi Mera Dard Bhi
My peace and my pain

Meri Aashiqui Ab Tum Hi Ho
Now, only you are my love


Tera Mera Rishta Hai Kaisa
Our relationship is such that

Ek Pal Door Gawara Nahi
I can’t stand even a moment away from you

Tereliye Har Roz Hai Jeete
Everyday I am living for you

Tujhko Diya Mera Waqt Sabhi
All my time is given to you

Koi Lamha Mera Na Ho Tere Bina
None of my moment is complete without you

Har Saans Pe Naam Tera
Every breath bears your name


Kyun Ki Tum Hi Ho
Because you are the one

Ab Tum Hi Ho
Now you are the one

Zindagi Ab Tum Hi Ho
You are my life

Chain Bhi Mera Dard Bhi
My peace and my pain

Meri Aashiqui Ab Tum Hi Ho
Now, only you are my love


Tereliye Hi Jiya Mein
I have lived only for you

Khudko Jo Yun De Diya Hai
That I gave myself to you

Tere Wafa Ne Mujhko Sambhala
Being loyal to you kept me on track

Saare Ghamon Ko Dil Se Nikala
Removed all the pain from heart


Tere Saath Mera Hai Naseeb Juda
Now, my life is only with you

Tujhe Paake Adhoora na Raha
Oh my love, I feel complete after I got you


Kyun Ki Tum Hi Ho
Because you are the one

Ab Tum Hi Ho
Now you are the one

Zindagi Ab Tum Hi Ho
You are my life

Chain Bhi Mera Dard Bhi
My peace and my pain

Meri Aashiqui Ab Tum Hi Ho
Now, only you are my love

Credits :

It's taken from here.. thx.

http://dreamy-songs.blogspot.co.id/2013/04/tum-hi-ho-aashiqui-2-lyrics-and-english.html?m=1

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Sunday, January 24, 2016

Writting's on the Wall

C... this song is not brand new. But it's still fresh. A very good song. Ost of james bond SPECTRE. The tones suddenly reminded me of u when i first listened this song.

C, we had skyfall... n now... writtings on the wall...

I love u C, forever... :')

"Writing's On The Wall"

I've been here before
But always hit the floor
I've spent a lifetime running
And I always get away
But with you I'm feeling something
That makes me want to stay

I'm prepared for this
I never shoot to miss
But I feel like a storm is coming
If I'm gonna make it through the day
Then there's no more use in running
This is something I gotta face

If I risk it all
Could you break my fall?

[Chorus:]
How do I live? How do I breathe?
When you're not here I'm suffocating
I want to feel love, run through my blood
Tell me is this where I give it all up?
For you I have to risk it all
Cause the writing's on the wall

A million shards of glass
That haunt me from my past
As the stars begin to gather
And the light begins to fade
When all hope begins to shatter
Know that I won't be afraid

If I risk it all
Could you break my fall?

[Chorus:]
How do I live? How do I breathe?
When you're not here I'm suffocating
I want to feel love, run through my blood
Tell me is this where I give it all up?
For you I have to risk it all
Cause the writing's on the wall

The writing's on the wall

[Chorus:]
How do I live? How do I breathe?
When you're not here I'm suffocating
I want to feel love, run through my blood
Tell me is this where I give it all up?
How do I live? How do I breathe?
When you're not here I'm suffocating
I want to feel love, run through my blood
Tell me is this where I give it all up?
For you I have to risk it all
Cause the writing's on the wall

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Thursday, January 14, 2016

La usurpadora

Dulu gua sk bgt sm lgu ini C... ost telenovela cinta paulina. Dan gua sk bgt lirik versi indonesianya...

Di suatu hari aku kan datang
Dengan samaran dari wajahkula
Ku menaklukkanmu dan kau tak tau
Tlah kuberi hatiku untukmu

Cintaku kutunggu detik demi detik
Ku akan menjaga dirimu selalu
Dalam suka duka di siang dan malam
Ku sayang padamu

Kan kuciptakan surga yang indah bagimu
Kan kujadikan tempat berlindung bagimu
Hati dan jiwaku hanya untukmu
Cinta Paulina padamu....

Baik2 C dsana..

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